Driving home from work I got sad again. I'm not sure why. I found out today that one of the analysts on another team makes about the same or more than I do. Why? Because our department manager threw money at that entire team in order to get them to stay. The turnover in the last two years had been 100% and the customer complained. But the customer hasn't signed the contract that was supposed to be renewed over the summer. I think the customer should be given an ultimatum but if they leave then my department is likely to close. They're our largest customer right now. Since my boss took his job in May 2005 we've won no new business. Sure, we've had some increased business from our second largest customer but that's it.
It went away when my husband came home. He was just so happy to see me that it lifted my mood.
I've been depressed before so I know that's not what's happening.
We're applying for a car loan tomorrow. Wish us luck!